anxious.

for myy letter. all I have thought about for the past few days;
waiting on "the" letter that will either makee me extremely happy.
or just simply break me. this is what I worked for; 12 years.
I just hope I get the chance to start my lifee; my career; my freedom
& independence; myy dreams<3 at UCSB.
but; [[ONLYY God knows that will happen.]]

& it's days like these..

that i want to be faaarr wayy; from everyonee
& everythingg...

105 dayss.

till my birthday.

yess. i have started my countdown. because this year not only i turn 18, but it'll be OUR one year anniversary. <3

sooo excitingg(: